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random thoughts... [25 Feb 2005|02:55am]
[ mood | weird ]

so this winter thing really needs to end because i'm going nuts! i feel like i'm an emotional schizophrenic. happy and hyper one second, blah and depressed the next, and randomly super pissed off! i don't know why? it's like taking the stereotypical definition of pms and making me be like that every day for way longer and 4-7 days. it sucks!

i know no one cares about this but i have been analyzing myself since a "reader" came into my work and pretty much told me exactly how i am.

i have decided i am like a tangled mass of string. i love change! i welcome it with open arms, however things like my boyfriend and somewhat of a daily rutine have become something that i dont want to change. so i thrive on change, but if i really did, i wouldn't have what i have now. make any sense?

also, i am seriously obsessed with my face and hair. i take like 2 hours getting ready in the morning cause i pick and pick and pick at what isn't perfect....yet i wear the same jeans and hoodies everyday everywhere and dont give a fuck if i look cute or pretty or anything. how can i be obsessive about my looks and not give a fuck at the same time?! i have no idea.

the finishing thought at the moment is how i am so pessimistic and optimistic often at the same time or one right after the other.

do i have some disorder that hasnt been discovered yet or as of now is unknown to me? or does everyone act like this?

jon's right when he tells me i think too much. still, where would we be if we didnt think? maybe i am cracking open another area of the 90% of our brains that we dont use....after all, humans have learned that what we can touch, smell, see, and hear is less than one millionth of reality.

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T.S.R. (this shit rules!) [18 Jan 2005|01:53pm]
[ mood | blah ]

"All this living is just dying
If these are my friends, If this is my home
If this is how i spend my nights
How i communicate and demostrate a love of life
My eyes roll into the back of my head
If these are the last words that i've ever said
No i'm not, ready to die just yet..."

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bumper stickers [14 Jan 2005|02:46am]
[ mood | bored ]

so my friend said she saw a bumper sticker that said, "america bless god" on it. this made me think...was it ment to be ur tipical "god bless america" thing? was it saying "america...u need to bless ur god"? cause if that's the case that person is a dumbass. why should america bless god? we have rascism, sexism, global warming, G W Bush as president......why should anyone be blessing god for those things?! maybe it was a play on words b/c G W Bush has minor dyslexia (it's true). all i know is that the sticker involves america, blessing something, and god so it cant be good.

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blagh [13 Jan 2005|01:01am]
[ mood | bored ]

i'm so over these 2 things called winter and school. fuck that shit! who needs those things anyways unless ur a dork or a snowboarder...and lets face it, skateboarding and warm weather r SO where it's at.

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[02 Jan 2005|02:04am]
[ mood | bored ]

i cut my hair the other day....i like it. school starts this monday i think. that sucks. i'm so over school. why pay money and waste time to get a degree in something that u cant make a living out of in the first place? i should look into beauty school again.

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OWIE OWIE OWIE [17 Nov 2004|08:40am]
[ mood | nervous ]

i have to have surgery on fri. i am getting part of my gums cut out. so gnar! yuckies. i am scurred......someone come hold my hand.

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bored. [15 Nov 2004|02:25pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

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busy busy business..... [14 Nov 2004|05:16pm]
[ mood | good ]

-RIP to the ODB.

-Fashion show went WONDERFULLY!!!! pictures up......CHECK IT!

-i got five bucks today for filling out a survey at panera! how rad is that?!

-i also got a job at journeys which means no dress code, no shitty 4 hour close time, awesome co-workers, no hard work, not alot of pay, but i don't give a fuck! and my best friend works there too! shit yeah.

i'm out.

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trick or treat? [25 Oct 2004|02:17pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

guys..what should i be for halloween????????????????????????????????????????? help me!

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.....fashion show..... [24 Oct 2004|10:29am]
[ mood | tired ]


break a bottle.

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[06 Oct 2004|03:26pm]
why is it that every year when The Faint come to town i have to have a night class??? why is it that 4 days before i turn 21 i get an offer to go to the VIP afterparty for the faint with the one stipulation being that i am 21 years of age to get in?!!!? i'm so fucking pissed and bummed. life is 95% unfair. the 5% being my good family and loving fiance.
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competely random thoughts [01 Oct 2004|07:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so i have decided that i have an obsession with this synth pop/electro band called freezepop. i mean COME ON!!!! even the name is good. they get me so pumped up!

i mean come on....think of these lyrics: "want to get from here to there, a bike can take me anywhere. it's not mine, but i don't care. i've had enough of playing fair. I AM A BIKE THEIF." with a hot beat and robotic vocals. so damn good. hahaha.

on a diff note. my b-day is in 9 days!!!! NINE. i will be 21 mother fuckers! and no, i am not gonna be the alcohol bitch. i am already the taxi bitch. and not even that anymore. fuck u guys that claim to be my friends, u aint gonna get no underage booze from this lass.

god i am bored.....i just want to see jon but i still have 2 hours. stupid UPS hours. i NEEEEED to see my hubby. ♥

FINALLY.....i was being harassed by a jesus freak in school yesterday all because he was doing something unholy by easdropping on my conversation and heard me say "jesus christ". and when he finally decided to shut up and leave, he said "god bless u". i felt like the exocist getting burning holy water thrown on me. it sucked hardcore. i hate preachers. there is no god u pathetic and sorry excuses for intelligent terestrial beings.

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i have a fiance!!! [27 Sep 2004|03:05am]
[ mood | excited ]

Tonight was a night that seemed to be like many other nights. Jon and I were out for a night on the town with our wonderful friends Sandra, Sarah, and Alex. We chilled and went out for a late night snack at Clarks. After, Jon and I went home where we held each other close, made love, and in an absolutely perfect moment, Jon asked me to be his wife. Of course, I said yes. It was the most wonderful and magical moment i have ever experienced. To everyone that doubted the strength of our relationship in the past.....go fuck yourself!

Megan & Jon <3

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LARD-ASS [22 Sep 2004|04:19pm]
[ mood | weird ]

so i got out of math class and decided to go to curves and exercise. it felt good. SOOOO GOOD that when i got home i decided to get myself a bowl of icecream and a bowl of spagettios w/meatballs. at least i know that if there is ever another ice age in my time, all i will have to do is grab a sweater and i should have enough insulation to survive hahaha. that sucks for those annorexic bitches that will die of hypothermia. anywho, i have to go get ready for my night class. YAY! time to learn about cetaceans AKA whales, dolphins, and pourposes (even though they r all whales.) woohoo.

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i never thought it would come to this.... [21 Sep 2004|04:23pm]
so i broke down out of boredom an dleft Blurty for "LJ". how much do i suck? lol. well, anywho. i am here now. HELLO TO U ALL. please help me feel welcomed so i dont think joining this was a waste.
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